Two years ago today you had your first surgery. It seems like a lifetime ago. I wish the worst thing in my life was you facing another surgery. Mommy is selfish like that. I would take you back, even if that meant you had to have 100 more surgeries. Mommy is sorry that you had to endure so much in your short little life. You did though. You were such a trooper. Sometimes, it’s hard to believe that you went through what you did. It is also hard to believe that you are gone. Every morning I have to wake up to that cruel reality. What do you wake up to? Clouds? Angels? Kitten snuggles?
We are past all the ‘first’ events without you. In someways I feel like I have reached some great horrible milestone. Yet, other times I feel like it was just yesterday that you left me. Life keeps going on. Little Brother keeps growing. My heart got left behind.
I love you Baby Girl.